Wednesday, January 31, 2007
school was rather absurb for the day, if not for the lunch with weiling in the afternoon i would have announced this a rotten day. it was a really nice talk, thanks :) and why, must that thing happen on dear thursday. its supposed to boost me but in another way, its such a mood spoiler... Tuesday, January 30, 2007 今年的生日我不是很想过。。。毕竟希望越高,失望越大。 the conference call with denise shiying xinxuan and peiwen was quite.... entertaining hahaha. was quite amused and couldn concentrate on my summary. im so sad, lets have a look at what the comprehension passage said. In other biological research into violence, scientists are also trying to find inborn traits that might make people more physically agressive. The tendency to be a thrill seeker may be one such characteristic. A high threshold for anxiety or fear may be another key trait. Such people tend to have a "special biology" with lower-than-average heart rates and blood pressure. Again, these factors may lead to violent behaviour. so lets tick it off. -thrill seeker: im one such person! -high threshold for anxiety or fear: yes i im sometimes overly calm and im not really afraid of the normal stuff people are scared of -special biology: yes i have lower than average blood pressure! conclusion: i am potentially violent :(((( im still upset over the fact that ypy is scared of me :( im not fierce lah! im not scary also! my nose is giving me problems... bahhh. LOS LOS. Monday, January 29, 2007 so here's the post! goodness :) (ignore blue words if you dont want to read about fahrenheit) 28january2007 ah, woke up early and excited, heh! met charmaine at 9++ at sembawang and we left for jurong east (jieying appeared to have overslept)! when reaching IMM there were already quite many people, and it was quite noisy! but good thing is we were still lining and occupying the space quite near the stage! sat awhile, made some friends and yay the moderators came around giving out postcards saying we are within the limited people who could write postcards to them! hung around abit before gathering my flute and book and went for lesson. my mum was super suspicious of me so she picked me up and sent me to the lesson, and witnessed me come out after my lesson ended... bahhh. good thing is my mum finally allowed me to take exam! -cheers- the books and the exam fees are bloody ex.. rushed back to IMM! was glad i chose the right mrt route. otherwise i'll end up half an hour later! my phone's battery went flat (including the one my mum brought for me) so i was in a fluster when i reach the atrium. couldn find them, and in the end when charmaine found me and brought me in, the security person DIDNT ALLOW!!! i was very flustered, we tried all ways to prove i was here in the morning but that stubborn uncle just didnt allow.... heh! in the end i still managed to get in la, as for the process i shant disclose :) finished writing my postcard but the person didnt come collect from me. started to stand up at 5pm and we squeezed right to the middle, with a superbly good view of the stage!(we were right in front) the squeezing was so strong that i could just let my knees go weak and still stand straight cos the pressure was from every side, there wasnt even space to move my hand :/ stood in this position for one whole hour until FEILUNHAI CAME! the thing i love about them is that they are not dapai at all! they were only late for around 15 min(in fact they were on time but spent time preparing)! they started off with zhi dui ni you gan jue, then xia xue, then ai dao! oh goodness, they were SO SO SO good :) and attractive! and cool! -gushes- took a few soundless videos (watching them is just enough) and alot of pictures! :D autograph session started, we were slowly squeezed by the backcrowd towards the front to line up again to get our lyrics book signed. it took a total of 1++ hours before it was our turn!(considering we were at the very front compared to the whole queue) the signing was very memorable; i told wuzun to jiayou, and he replied that he would and same to me wahhahaha. when i went to yalun i didnt know what to say but he looked up and said 'ni hao' so i stupidly said ni hao back.. gave my postcard personally to dadong! and when i came to yiru i just took my book thinking he wasnt about to do anything, and prepared to leave. just when i turned, he looked up and stretched out his hand and invited me back for a handshake! (screams) i smiled at him like i have not smiled in twenty years... his was the most memorable handshake; i cant remember the handshakes i had with wuzun and yalun (dadong was too busy taking my card :( ), so cheers i love calvin!! :D after meeting with maine and jieying we went up to the 3rd storey and took the escalator down. halfway me and charmaine started shouting "DADONG!" and on charmaines 3rd call "dadong ni hen ke ai!" HE ACTUALLY TURNED HIS HEAD AND LOOK RIGHT ABOVE HIM AT US ON THE ESCALATOR! (screams 2nd time) it was a damn awkward position to spot man, and the eyecontact was very.... -sparks fly- HAHHAHA. okay im getting kinda eccentric.. charmaine had another eccentric encounter that sent her into daydream mood whenever she thinks about it! and she loves dadong alot now too!!!! hahahah! alright end of fahrenheit post.... today charmaine is sick! :( she didnt come to sch.... huge things happened in class today (not nice to publicise haha) but anyway after sch many of us went to kk to visit liyi! 10people went: pamela yanzhu cecilia june keatying rachel sally peiyi charmaine and i! miss choo went too. was quite fun, hehh! charmaine and i hung back a little to pei liyi after they left, and kind auntie bought us macs! -guilty- anyway i guess liyi will feel blessed ahhaha :D but she's darn lonely now. feel like scaring her... Sunday, January 28, 2007 details about today will be up tomorrow (i die die also will blog about it!) anyway my phone died on me, and after that my dad's phone died on me too :( ah, its such a memorable day.... Saturday, January 27, 2007 its a crazy day. been doing homework(trying to finish before tomorrow) all the way from waking up till dinner, and with the feilunhai cd playing and replaying until like around 30+ times the whole day? :) thank god for the break at night, went out to 'play' i can say, with nf and as usual we were playing some weird games we thought of on the spot. today its more of testing telepathy, haha. fail lah :D but still fun (: the cranes are dead by the end of the night and i gotta wash my rubber band (: my room's done repainted, but the colour :(( my mum forced the beige into the room, now its half green half beige. and my green curtain totally camouflages into the green! but i love it (: ohh, all three paragraphs ended with :)s. i hope after tomorrow, i will come back with alot of :D:D:Ds! :D alright, that one hour was damn exciting. being not satisfied with only listening to them, i remembered that 933 got webcam! OF COURSE I WENT TO WATCH! but they were so cruel, only showed wuzun dadong and yalun, leaving calvin out haha. (but main point lies in dadong :D) attempted to call jieying and charmaine, but those two bought their phones one to switch off and the other to leave it alone -_- too bad! they miss out! im so gonna make them jealous (: ah, i shall save all the nitty gritty details to my mouth instead of my blog, heh :) but i really found dadong's sainai very ke ai! :D:D anyway slept throughout the evening :( right on the sofa. didnt even know my dad attempted to paint my room already(it will be a darker shade of green). only had one hour of auditions today; audited only 8 ppl :( no comments! tian ji bu ke xie lou... nothing to say, know not how to respond. teach me someone? Friday, January 26, 2007 patiently waiting for fahrenheit to arrive at 933!!! :D i really dont understand why im quite so insanely crazy over them; me and charmaine even shared with the class about them today during cme. hehhh :D alright, i've been so engrossed listening to fahrenheit i cant concentrate on blogging! may come back (: AHHHHH GOES CRAZY! DADONG! FEILUNHAI! Thursday, January 25, 2007 my eyelids are so heavy, i'll need a crane to lift it up. so ironic... ahhaha im quite nervous about something? not abt tests, nono. and please i beg of you people... please consider how badly other people have done before you give reactions as huge as the sun. i cant sympathise. im not that kind. its three days to sunday. -hopping around and trying to wait patiently- lishi meeting was hilarious today, maine just couldnt stop laughing for half the meeting. but anyway whats funnier is that funny things kept happening and the sec4s kept laughing and wanting to cry. cos the more we laugh, the more we couldnt stand it. (main point is, our stomach muscles were all aching from pe) so torturous to not being able to laugh vigorously! anyway the commercial for huayangshaonianshaonv is out on tv! im so excited, ahahha. i bet it'll be a big hit and everyone will love feilunhai! but why the commercial never show my dadong :( anyway, wheres the crane to life my eyelids? Wednesday, January 24, 2007 have not started and dont feel like starting the intensive mugging of geog.... a total of 33 pages man. heard kelejiezhi over the radio this morning; i was like sleeping and dozing, half awake and when i heard the intro music of the song i immediately sat up, cleared my throat and prepared to croak! ahaa! nice surprise (: listening to the superstar prelude from my room... i declare this generation of superstars are not very good.... okay thats random. 2nd auditions are over, a few surprises and a few.... :x i wanna sleep. (did myself injustice by dozing threequarters of the lesson in bio today. priscillas gonna scold me! Tuesday, January 23, 2007 TIRED is the word. hahah. alright, though i was quite traumatised by the onediligence people today, i must say yall brighten up my day lah, :) cos everything is so tiring, so once in awhile yall come and bully me will add some colours to my life~~~ (emo tone) but dont over bully larh. 先天下之忧而忧,后天下之乐而乐。 饱食终日,无所用心,难矣哉! 天将降大任于是人也,必先苦其心志,劳其筋骨,饿其体肤,空乏其身。 very chim horh? (sees all the sec4s shake their head) yay the sec1s came in today. small cartoon also very cartoon :D zhongyi wansui! huahui wansui :) i love the nuggets. oh and i drew a very beautiful sign of fahrenheit today! im so happy :D i doubt i can draw another one accurately anymore. the first time is always the best. fahrenheit <3 Monday, January 22, 2007 hmmm i've been called to blog and im supposed to mention i've been ehh.... 'hounded' by this one diligence girl.. hahah! lol shiying, there you go, your big name up there le. happy? :D math test was a goner. im nonchalant about it. stayed back after sch to do huisuo board. its nicey nice! but its not done yet. but we had lots of fun, esp charmaine jieying amah and i, crazily singing fahrenheit songs, screaming and blah~~~ im happy! my script is still ://///// :( persevere! Sunday, January 21, 2007 eh, weird day today. just very weird lah. weird people weird incidents. haha. but i enjoyed the day :) someone please tutor me math!!!! i dont understand! Saturday, January 20, 2007 having being pangsehed by blogger yesterday, i shall recount what happened yesterday. huahui was really fine. the performances by sec2s and 3s were quite cute :) sec4s looked very united doing the souvenir!! maine and i wished we had a camera to take down the scene man. felt so gandong hahahha. was pretty grossed out about some stuff though. nighttime, help nf spend one hour of bday. hahaha. played ball (: (i was 70% reluctant though, being a noob) she was pro, -covers my face in shame- read hongloumeng (eng version) online just now. its pretty interesting, hahahah! andandand!!!! watched the fahrenheit dvd today! havent got a chance to watch since i bought it cos was quite busy. and mannnnnn i was supposed to pack my file while watching it but i ended up with my eyes glued to the screen. feilunhai feilunhai! heard ai dao on the radio just now, very pleasant surprise :)))) wish i can go to the signing by fahrenheit on 28! -prays prays- crazy but yeah (: Friday, January 19, 2007 i dedicate my 666th post to newfriend. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! haha, liuliudashun (: the coming year will be a great one for you i hope. with my blessings, how can it not be? :) smile yepp. Thursday, January 18, 2007 the ss test today was kinda disappointing. not because i did badly(which i dont know,) but because it was a commonsense question which did not need you to study :( and to think i slogged it out last night. once again, i slept, during miss choo's lesson. i've gotta get a grip of myself man. the other lessons felt like a blur to me now. lishi meeting was hmm, alright. snatched for sec1s to be our groups with the other zuzhangs. quite happy with who i had, but sigh, we only have six. pathetic haul. we were supposed to have ten you see. left both my physics tb and diary in class, had to go and retrieve near seven. went with jacq, and we felt like we were zuzhang and fuzuzhang commiting some crime together. but it was fun, haha. there was an auntie sitting one level below whom we thought was a danger. i climbed over, felt like an elephant when i jumped :( wheres my feilunhai to motivate me? 30min to the next post (: Tuesday, January 16, 2007 after the main thing's been solved, i havent coughed out much time to bother about other things. had a more than half an hour sleep in class, right under miss choo's nose. im not proud if it, but im glad i had that sleep. script stuff, audition stuff, homework bahbahbahbahbah. overload! and my mum's not letting me stay up late. where will my time come from? but at least my brain's too loaded to think about other stuff. wishing all well, esp those who arent. Sunday, January 14, 2007 in time to come, im gonna love my flute more than anything else. i dont know why, it seems abit eccentric. but i just realised while i blog about flute quite often, i dont seem to see other ppl blogging about their piano, guitar or organ. i guess its just because it is a great component of my life. anyway, though say my previous post was quite a bold declaration, i found myself abit lost today. i found a few loopholes, but theres no way to point it out, as the things are not going my way now. i cant sit here and let things go worse, and yet i cant stand out and make a fool of myself. shall wait first, i guess. oh great, so now im infamous. all thanks to some loudhailers la. sorry to call you all that, but really mah. thanks for that lil bit of notorious fame you people showered upon me. of course, i know how not to be affected by this. for people whom have heard of stuff and cared, i am really grateful for your concern. i will be alright(have never been better). i've been through stuff worse than this. and after the 15 years on earth, i have long discovered that these stuff are not important anymore. as long as i have genuine friends who know me and trust me, i am contented because they are the ones who know who i really am and have faith in me. i have no time to go and care for the people(ranging few to many) who would pass all sorts of judgement when they dont know anything, especially the truth. in fact, i would feel those people are a tad immature. i will stand with my head held high, for i have done nothing wrong. cheers. Saturday, January 13, 2007 its the 661th post. 5 more to the 666th post! ahha, 六六大顺. its a flute day today, hahahah. and a few work done... very sian leh. i thought i had the studying mood. but when it comes to weekend, i just go back to original~~ june wont be going for piano tomorrow, bahhhh. my house seems to be changing and changing. initially it was the new sofa, then there was a new cd rack in my brothers room, now my dad is repainting the living room(and in the future mine. i want a darker shade of green!) and i have a new computer chair too! grow grow grow. Thursday, January 11, 2007 i cant remember what happened in the day... only remember i got attacked by some 1d people.. joanne abandoned me, refusing to save the damsel in distress. gotten angry over some small stuff. i guess im starting to get over the edge. no, i dont want to be like that. its math test once again... i freaking dont understand. shall try hard tonight. anyway, if any huahui people chances by, please remember to wear HUI YI. im not allowed to send a msg down, so im here discreetly telling you. got fate, you'll see it :) 看着周围的人一一倒下,不知我还需要多久才撑不住?一些为学校,一些为情,全都是我无法帮助的;我只能给予鼓励,只希望她们会过得好好的。加油,charmaine, liyi, newfriend, you and you. Wednesday, January 10, 2007 SLAPS MYSELF. Tuesday, January 09, 2007 the skin is done, obviously koped from blogskins. im sorry if the credits disappeared, im not that good with html you see. but anyway, i guess its a total different style now (: the music is from zhongjiyiban, i searched high and low for that music! i hope people feel peaceful at my blog :) (although at times i feel it sounds abit sorrowful) the tagboards still there, depends on whether you people notice it or not (: auditions were very super fun, ahahah! a few of the people were damn cute but cant reveal anything here. but we've got a good haul this year! heh, tell me it will be alright if i only just started studying bio like an hour ago..... -sheepish- but its alright man. i will take it in good stride (and of course promise not to fall asleep). im trying to change my template, hope it looks nice (: but it wont be very 'me', heh. just want to try a change of style especially my forever black skins since i got a blog in sec one. will go back to study soon! people pray that the sleeping god miss me out. Monday, January 08, 2007 in school im a cca freak. at home im a nerd. its not that it feels bad to study, in fact, i've gotten the studying mood (sad to say) but the thing is i dont understand why no matter how hard we try we still dont get enough time to finish all the stuff. aye, blame it on myself and the power of procrastination (im still doing holiday homework you see) i missed my 7pm show cos i dozed off :( the amazing thing is that i fell asleep at around 7:02 and woke up and 7:58. felt like hitting myself. rush physics, try to do jian bao, do english, chinese papers, and yeah, theres daoyan meeting tomorrow (smiles) and cannot forget, to mug for math and bio and the very brutal geography. no sleep on wed then. oh goodness. since when is my blog post full of school work stuff! -dies- Sunday, January 07, 2007 DANFONG! ur gbk doesnt work on my computer lorh, though you write big big saying you think it works. my message: sec4 year rocks? hmm i guess its the element of it being the last year in school, so we'll all treasure the times more (: i hope its as good as you say! i'll definitely miss huahui alot alot when i leave too larhs :( come back often! and maybe you'll like jc life more as time passes? then you'll forget all of us in stnicks -sobs- finally, blogger never pangseh me! orientation camp is over, first day was really really fun with diligence and especially the counsellors: lynn peiting chloe dorcas peiwen chia ern. (we self proclaim ourselves as the most bonded counsellors larh) all the counsellors were enthu(include dorcas the usually quiet one, because she's hyper at night) and diligence were great as well! eh... thats for the first day larh. a few sec1s are damn adorable (: heh can find a few eyecandies inside le -blushes- had fun with the counsellors at night time, it seemed as if it was our own leisure camp, taking our own sweet time to bathe wahahha. had a meeting at 12, then talked all the way till twoplus. damn funny, chloe, she was sending all of us to laughter in the wee hours of the morning -_- i watched chia ern sleep, and man i witnessed the rapid eye movement! her eyes were like half open and staring out at the ceiling, but she's actually sleeping. freaky goodness. 2nd day was a disappointing day larh, :( shant talk about it. had math after that(all puritians will be so proud of me), pulled nf along. i learnt! went for flute, and got the precious stuff from ruobin. went home with nf and june(wonder what will happen if someone else is here), had a weird time :/ newfriend, stay strong. i'll be here if you need anyone. take lots of care yeah? Thursday, January 04, 2007 the coincidences that made things so shit. cca talent discovery was alright except i was left alone to man diligence after chloe went off to accompany the sick girl :( was so lonelyyyyyyy hahahhah. lbp acted up ayee. year heads talk was.... :/ the survey was :// lishi meeting was the best la. seriously. joanne and jinghan got sharp sensitivity... hahah. gonna continue the no-life life, will be back on saturday~~ Wednesday, January 03, 2007 it was a very tiring day. and hmm, i cant really remember what happened.. received a card from newfriend, thanks, it helped lift my spirits (: things are not good but i wont die from it, haha. thats the most truthful i can make it already. yeah, my desired eyebags are coming back. and yeah, my homework are still lagging shit. but highlight of the day was of course paiju, for cca fair (: huahui ppl rocks. we played games. the tempo thing that always get me quite excited. anyway happy bday xuemin, the one who in-passing kept announcing the arrival of her bday to everyone in the room today. ni lao le. hahahha. Tuesday, January 02, 2007 what a new year. so what if my internet connection is back, theres nothing to rejoice about anyway. well, except the fact that i can find comfort in dadong (: |
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